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Since I was born, the world I watched is dim. This cognition is what a normal world in my mind, and I think that everyone’s world is the same with mine.
Until I was on the elementary school, I just had discovered that I was different with others. Since the moment, I had begun to feel inferior gradually as I was introversion originally. I didn’t know what was wrong with me, what mistake I made and why some people ridicule and bullied me frequently? Some feelings weren’t able to be mediated and some questions weren’t able to be solved, which caused my heart more intertwine, and passed as well as bundled myself tightly and made me turn a solitary person fluttering in wilderness who could not find the significance of living.Wanting to die, I actually didn’t have the courage of suicide ; wanting to live, I ,however, didn’t have ideas of how I should survive continuously.
After I am on the self-narrative’s journey, repeatedly going there and back among the past, the present and the future, the original intertwined life started to become less crowded which would enable me to see my primary appearance gradually.
I also stared to learn how to face, admit, accept and love myself then to develop the new life-strength to assist me to feel more unrestricted and how coexist with myself, so that I could have the courage to create my own future.
This is the story about me, the story about my life, and also is the story about seeking and creating myself.
Key words：self-narrative, narrative research, life-story
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